I´ve been myopic for almost 15 years. However I always use glasses or contact for my everyday rutine, that´s why my myopia isn´t a huge handicap.
My ” social anxiery disorder” started 8 years ago. Well I can talk with people if they come in packages of 2. But I get extremely nervous when I have to talk with more than 3 persons at the same time. It´s the same when I have to greet someone I barely know. I get so nervous , cuz I don´t know if the other one would rememberme or not.
So, I have a noticeable lack of social skills.
The last weekend my contact lenses hurt my eyes way too much. And that´s why I decided not to use them the past Friday, Saturday and today (Monday). But I can´t stand the normal glasses, which I only use at home.
So, I went to work, swedish lessons and art classes without contact lenses or glasses.
And this is, more or less, how my eyes see the world without any external help
Despite everything for me is kind of funny to play with the 2 modes of sight I have: Normal mode and Myopic mode.
But the point is… I don´t know is my facial expression changes when I´m not using glasses or lenses…but
I guess I do feel a bit less stressed withouth them, maybe I smile more than usual to my self or I enjoy my thoughts better by forgetting the objectual world..
The thing is,I greet people way much more without lenses! When I realized I said already a “Hi”, “How are you?”, I receive much more “Don´t you want to play a bit with us??” than I usually do with my normal vision mode.