The grieve period is over and is time to start again. These are my last days as a obedient soul who has no path of her own.
Today I´m a step closer to complete my dreams: mornings of coffee and readings, followed by few hours of teaching, full nights of painting and drawing, with eventual social gatherings. Residences abroad.
Pain is necessary as well as worth it, makes you stronger and enables you economically, but it brings wether lust for money or fear to lose the stability and might eventually eat your essence.
Now that is still time to do it, I finnish this deal before it reduces me into a hint of what I am.Back on my path and she is here to help me prove this time , I can take care of her as well as I continue this road.
My new partner (yet to be named) listening a musical recommendation made by someone experienced on this matters. BTW: I tried to leave a remainder of Margarita at someone else's house and it worked but became so purple-black is hard to tell is the same partner I had